I have been known to upload video content hosted on websites that might be considered not safe for work. For more on this, I’ve provided a number of examples, my reasoning, and what is on the table for commissions:
For my full clip site with premium content, you should bookmark Sex and Death (wip)
Pornhub – Where I post high quality clips (4K 60fps.) Streaming only
Manyvids – customs / paid downloads
Onlyfans – bonus clips, PPV
Chaturbate – occasional streams, but will mostly be password-protected (see below)
18+ (CW: Nudity, Transgender In-Jokes, Implied Pandemic Reference, Raw Eggs, and Butt Stuff)
These are my top ten videos I feel best represent the kind of NSFW work that I do. Watch these before requesting custom content to avoid disappointment. (Unless you’re into that, then you’ve come to the right place.)
For a detailed explainer on the process, and links to 3rd-party platforms’ custom content submission forms.
I know the idea of compensating me makes you queasy, but I’d consider it anyway.
About
Having spent several years in the kink community, I would host bdsm play parties and participate in the events of local dungeons. It wasn’t until I fell on hard times in late 2019 and hearing about the ease-of-access of digital sex work sites in the news that I figured it wouldn’t hurt to attempt to combine aspects of my paraphilic extracurriculars with my experiences doing performance art.
I’m a nonbinary/voidgender post-op gray ace/aro lesbian who is far too neurodivergent to pretend like I understand how authentically emulate the ‘porn star’ or ‘erotic novel’ type rhetoric you’ve become accustomed to with other adult entertainers. I’m dry. I ramble. I think I’m funny when I’m not. I can be pretty insufferable, but one thing the kink scene taught me is that there’s a fetish for everything.
As such, you’ll find that I have very little shame and that I’m ‘always memeing’ to some degree in my content. However, I can be implored to take things a bit more seriously. Perchance throw a coin to your voidwitcher, eh? (Ok, I’ll stop.)
Shame Soireé
In the context of BDSM, I am a Sadist. One of my favorite things to do is being mean to people. Kindness kills, but my anger is real. My friends say I’m a “Professional Wokescold.” I’m not entirely sure what that means, but if you pay me $50 to let me verbally rip you to shreds in video format under the auspices of sexual gratification, I would be very thankful. (it’s self-care)
Shame Soireé is the name for my overarching collection of where some degree of humiliation is involved. Whether it’s my interactive art exhibit in Meta’s Horizon Worlds “Shame Hole,” or the name of my podcast where I give my friends a hard time, or this perk for the NorCal Noisefest’s IndieGoGo campaign where I will shame you live on stage.
This project is a cross between safe for work and not safe for work content where I explore shame, humiliation, trauma, isolation, and a bevy of related endevours. Websites, links, and related content are still forthcoming. Details TBA.
Feel free to bookmark https://shamesoiree.com to keep a potential memory ever present in the foreground of your mind within the sandbox of your internet superhighway access point so that when it’s ready you shall be more prepared to receive shame. I’m definitely not going to just keep it an empty page and continue to promise content for 5 years and never deliver as part of the whole roleplay. (Will probably make an elaborate story about how i’ve been doing a 20 year-long shame ritual and write a book about it called Rites of Shame and click publish on it with a straight face. You think I won’t do it, I probably won’t. I am an abject failure and so are you.)